Well then. I had hoped to share the happy news of my being hired on as a bread baker at a bakery. Except they let me go before I'd even properly started working there. Which is really a shame because I enjoyed the work I did have a chance to do before they cut me. Ugh. Now my life is upside down all over again and I'm just trying to keep afloat. It's hard not to second-guess myself and blame myself for all the bad things happening, there's definitely nobody else responsible for this situation but me. I'm starting to go a little stir-crazy, and losing hope. I know things will work out eventually but that doesn't make this any easier or less stressful. And when it looks like this outside...
It's rather difficult to get myself out there. I like to walk my stress off, but who wants to go walk in the snowpocalypse?! Or the ensuing slushy hell that follows. I'm doubting my choices, my decisions, my actions, and there's nobody I can really turn to for solid advice in this kind of situation. I love my parents, but they're even worse at such matters than I am. It's times like these that I feel really bitter about being alone, it's so much harder when you don't have someone at your side. Oh well. I'll just have to press on, because there isn't any choice. Cheers...
1 comments:
you have done well till now, and i KNOW you'll push on! don't even let these snags discourage you...
sorry to hear about the bakery, but as short a time you were there, it's still a stepping stone to the next bigger thing.
chin up, girl!
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