After I get home, it always feels like my visits to my boyfriend in Alberta are just dreams. The memories feel not-quite-real. It's just a little difficult to make a connection between my daily life and my time there, when all I did to get there was step into a winged, flying tube for 5 hours and stepped off in a new place. Maybe I'm just crazy though, who knows!
I was at a bit of a loss as to what to wear to work on Monday, as I hadn't done laundry yet. When I got this dress, I never figured I'd be able to wear it to work. Strange that I didn't think of my little shrug sooner, it's perfect for making it office appropriate. And naturally I used my trusty little
lizard broach to hold the shrug together. Top layers like shrugs and cardigans are things I need more of in my wardrobe.
Shrug - Thrifted from Value Village
Dress - Thrifted from Value Village
Shoes - Spring
I was pretty bummed out to be heading in to work again Monday morning, so I decided to treat myself to something away from my usual mix of granola, yoghurt, and blueberries. So I whipped up some real whipping cream, dug some fresh local berries out of the refrigerator and plopped it all on a maple syrup drizzled hot Belgium waffle. Yum! A strong cup of coffee and a cold glass of milk were the only other things I needed to start my day off with a little more cheer.
I could use a little more cheer now, too. I have found out that I was scammed by an energy retailer company called Summitt Energy, back in November last year. And now all my hydro bills have ridiculous extra fees and charges on them, and the company says I'd need to pay them a $475 breach of contract fee and ugh... I feel pretty stupid, and frightened, and worried. I hope I can sort this out.
I'm always so melancholy when I get back from out West, but now it's worse. I arrived to an airport where no one was waiting for me. I have no family in this city. All my close friends are gone. I hate my job. I don't want to be here anymore, but I don't have any choice. I'm just tired of facing everything alone. A person needs a support network, and I haven't got one here. They say home is where the heart is... then my home is very, very far away.
The photos from the festival and my trip have yet to be sorted through, but I should get around to it on the weekend at the latest. Hopefully. I admit, I've been playing Sims Medieval for hours. And watching the entire 4 hours of Stephen King's
Rose Red.
Also, welcome to the last few new Followers! So glad to have you! I hope you are all having good weeks, and that the warm sun shines for you all. Cheers!